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Name: The Ca
Birthday: 2/11/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Jesus
Expertise: I am pretty good at being me........... tho sometimes that does get hard
Occupation: I watch children eat, and play
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Saturday, February 09, 2008

its been awhile now hasnt it?

well, I reminded the other day by my friend Philip, that i have a xanga. SOOO, im writing on here, just to update who ever may read it.

I officially have 3 weeks of school left!!!!(who isnt excited? NO ONE)

Daynas due date is just around the corner, little everett will be here soon, and I will try and remember to post pics. They will def be on myspace and facebook tho. so check that out as well. myspace.com/fmbcprincess annnnnnd facebook/... just search my name.

I dont know, there really isnt a lot to say.. sorry.

 

yours always,

Ca


Sunday, September 02, 2007

friends,

 

wow, everyone. I know most of you know about my life lately, and how ive been crazy emotional with everything going on.  Thank you all  so much for being there for me. But i have to ask you all, to just trust me. Please. thats what i need right now. I need u to love, and to trust me. because i know, I really do. I know im gonna mess things up a lot of the time, and ill make dumb decisions, but... let me do it without feeling like im letting you down. Please. I dont need that. I dont want it. I just need people to love me.  I am an adult, Im having to grow up, one step at a time. and this is a way im doing it. I have to step out of my comfort zone (forgive the use of a song) and into the realm of the unknown. I dont know whats ahead, and I know things arent always gonna go as planned, but i wanna learn. I wanna try things, andI wanna grow in my own way. please allow it without the fear of letting those i love most, down.

 

 

 


Saturday, August 18, 2007

 

 


Monday, July 30, 2007

cus Noelle asked for one... heres a new post.

So life is crazy, yes.

 

school, going well. I actually enjoy massage therapy... a lot!!! I am pretty excited about everthing i'll be learning. SOOO let ur parents know about me, and tell em.. i take tips ;) and if u have a job, or money... i'll take ur money too :D AND the big shocker.. I talk to people there. haha

I went to a Carrie underwood concert last..... Saturday night. it was much fun. spent time with Donny and Dayna, and of course.. l oved the music. YAY.

OOO and for those who havent heard yet, Donny and Dayna are one baby number 3!!! YAY!!!!! im pretty much excited.

uhm, what else.....

 

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and talk to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess can make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
[I'll Stand By You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
Well I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, I won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me in into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you. ooooh, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you

 

 


Saturday, July 14, 2007

wow.

dude, if i told u, u wouldnt believe me!

 

call if u want details.

 

wow



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